Here, there & Everywhere
To lead a better life, I need my love to be here

Here, making each day of the year
Changing my life with a wave of her hand
Nobody can deny that there's something there

There, running my hands through her hair
Both of us thinking how good it can be
Someone is speaking but she doesn't know he's there

I want her everywhere
And if she's beside me I know I need never care
But to love her is to meet her everywhere
Knowing that love is to share
Each one believing that love never dies
Watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there

I want her everywhere
And if she's beside me I know I need never care
But to love her is to meet her everywhere
Knowing that love is to share
Each one believing that love never dies
Watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there

To be there and everywhere
Here, there and everywhere

Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper
"I love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore tree
"Dream A Little Dream Of Me"

Say "nightie-night" and kiss me
just hold me tight and tell me you miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream A Little Dream Of Me

Stars fading, but I linger on, dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn, my dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream A Little Dream Of Me

Sweet dream
wo la la la...

 

今天是Jan31st.一月的最后一天了。在家已经一个半星期了。其实也不是特别长的日子，其实还没有特别厌倦。

不过，我开始要厌倦了。

我所想的meaningful的，rememberable的事情，几乎就没有发生过。当然啦，期待太高太快~~~确实不是一个normal的态度。Once again,i am too eager~~~

天气很好，所以窗户外面的世界有极强的诱惑力。阿~那美丽的阳光~~~

感谢昨天Alice戴同学邀请我去美术馆。To be frank,it's a great surprise!被艺术熏陶了一下下，有点疲劳，可是，很平静。我想是没有坏处的。

其实可以做很多，但是却不由自主地把他们凝固起来，任由自己这么呆滞的空虚起来~这又是什么状况呢？

Something changed but something not.

让我们，慢慢来~~~

最近在研究牙膏的造型及容量问题~少年（or maybe青年？）S的新思绪，无限徜徉中~~~

成绩全部released。整整一个星期没好好睡觉，结果总算逃过F。庆祝记

兑现诺言，没有挂科，于是，要努力读书！提心吊胆的感觉，很糟糕~~~

谢谢亲爱的仁慈的老师~~

After this experience,I know what college really means

Anyway ,to some extent

It is fair for everyone who does attempt to do his best

And what u do really counts

I am now a college student

Totally

Trust the one I love

Trust things I have

Trust myself

No matter Who there is

                 What there bothers

Just hold u tightly

U are what I own

一个这样的学期结束了。认识了很多人，离开了很多人。感情是很微妙的东西。就这么慢慢慢慢会被滋养的。然后再这样的4个月里，我们从陌生走到熟悉，到了互相陪伴和依傍。然后，在短短的分开之前，我们依依不舍。

一个这样的学期结束了。匆匆忙忙过了每一天，匆匆忙忙考了一场场试，匆匆忙忙结束了一个学期，开始担心起自己的成绩，开始想不明白这个大学就是这样子的吗？开始想不明白为什么觉得还不如之前那么快乐那么充实，甚至是，变笨了呢？开始很无奈的想，does it really suit me?我想了很多，越想越不快乐。我选择，不想。但是，那种忧虑，那种悠悠在心头漫开的惆怅，是我吹不散的。抑制不住的忧虑和担心。我叫它，压力。

今早作了一个梦，居然还是一场考试。我无法不告诉自己，我真得很在乎，即便真的觉得自己有尽力，真的觉得这样的衡量没有公平，却也还是忍不住地，在意。我屈服于自己的处境。没有办法。

 

屈服于自己的处境，于是我还是偷偷得出去，偷偷的牵着那只手穿行。然后把快乐甜蜜幸福偷偷的藏在心里。

放不下的东西太多，所以，我不得不屈服于自己的处境。

在意的东西太多，所以，我不得不通通拥在怀里。

 

“生命短暂，在你的身边，生活如此美好。”

这样的话，这样看到。心上吹过一阵风。颤了颤。酸酸的味道。

如果这就是占有欲，如果这是自私。好吧，我愿意做这样的小女人。我的就是我的，不可以有别人。

喜欢这样在早晨被唤起，喜欢这样在一起。I do,I do.

 

now fill my heart with all the happiness

leave no room for the worry,the pain and the jealous

在又一个夜里

幻出一个个梦境

有时候

活在梦里

是最好的选择